Please continue to talk with others, be they professional or supportive person as it will help.
If you want someone to listen give me a call at 919 412 8615. I am glad to hear your thoughts and I promise I won't tell you what to do.
And as we went up Independence pass I had thoughts about the lack of guardrails and what could happen. So you are not the only one.
Jim Kerick
Hey, Chris, there's no reason to be embarrassed with us. I'm just glad you made it safely home OK.
I would imagine that every one of us has such mortal thoughts at one time or another while on a bike because of the inherent risk, especially after what I call an "uh oh" moment.
Just take care of yourself and I hope that the passage of time will help your body and mind sort this out.
My youngest daughter suffered panic attacks in college, even to the extent that she would go to the ER and also take medication. Fortunately, that time has passed and she seems OK. But it was very real at the time.
Good luck!
Dan
From: emrat@googlegroups.com [mailto:emrat@googlegroups.com
] On Behalf Of Chris Peltz
Sent: Monday, July 24, 2017 3:35 PM
To: emrat@googlegroups.com
Subject: [emrat:9904] Checking in...
I don't normally get into too many personal things on this group, but I consider you my family and wanted to share an experience that I had this week during the Triumph in the Rockies. If you don't know me, you can delete this email. :)
First, I am safely back home, physically at least. However, during the trip, i experienced a set of extended panic attacks that started on the second day of the trip and lasted until I got home. These attacks manifested themselves in what I call an "endless loop" of one bad thought and nothing else...in this case, of crashing and killing myself, followed by the realization that I have to give up motorcycling if I make it back home in one piece. If any of you were on any part of a ride with me, you may have noticed I was a bit "off" (ok, more "off" than usual :) ), and it was related to this.
I hesitated in sending something to this group, but realized that part of my "loop" was having to face the embarrassment of what happened to me. I figured the best way to face that part of the fear was to get it out there in the open. I also wanted to ask for your prayers (if you believe or don't believe in any kind of deity) as I work through this. At this time, I am pretty shaken up and I don't know really know what's next...I will take it one day at a time.
It was great seeing many of you this weekend and I do hope I will be able to get back on a motorcycle soon. For now though, my well being is top priority and I have to do some soul searching to understand why this happened.
Thanks for listening!
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